I would never tell anyone I know this,
And since nobody I know in person will read this,
I feel okay with saying it.
I am lonely. 
I need someone.
I need something. 
All I ever do is sit at home alone
And listen to depressing folk and acoustic music.
I am making myself sick.
I am alienating myself from everyone,
Everything that is important to me.
I used to be okay with it.
I made myself believe that I could keep this up.
But, 
I can't.
I don't want to be alone anymore.
I want someone. 
I want something.